It’s really up to Lil Shadow

Sooo, on Sunday night, we will be babysitting my friend's cat. The cat is black and tiny. He's only 1 1/2 years old. His name is Bear. Y'all know we already have a cat named Shadow who is 3 years old come November. My friend is actually trying to get rid of Bear. They can't keep him. So she said, if Bear does good with Shadow; then we can keep him. I'm so excited. We're getting a two week trial because she'll be out of town. I think that this will be a great experience. Shadow has never met another cat. So I'm truly excited to see how he'll do. Plus I think he'll be happy to have a playmate when B and I are at work. I'll be off Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday of next week. So I'll have time to get them familiar with each other!! I hope Shadow gets along with Bear. It's really up to Lil Shadow.

Xo, Sai

It’s really up to Lil Shadow

Two weeks ago

Two weeks ago I completed my 90 probation period of working at my new job. Every job usually has that 90 probation period where you can't call off and they make sure you are a good worker. Well guess what. I'm a great worker. I only had to call off once due to my close friend passing away. The head manager let it pass because I lost a loved one. And he didn't mark it as a bad thing. I have the highest customer service reviews for good service and being nice and friendly. I have a good reputation there as well. I'm at work now blogging this through the WordPress mobile app. It's very laid back where I work. My manager is nice. It's been a slow night. It stormed a lot today. Thunder, lightning, and rain!! I still have an hour and a half to go. Haha. I'll be off work soon enough.

Xo, Sai

Two weeks ago

It all started when …

Reflecting back on my life. There's a lot of good memories. One memory that makes me smile every time I think about it, is when I met the love of my life 7 years ago.

It all started when …

I actually got to get some rest, because I've got a 40.25 hour work week ahead. I'm already tired. So, I will pick up where I left off sooner than later!

Xo, Sai

It all started when …

Pet Peeves

I have many pet peeves. I am about to share a few with you all.

1.) Don't lie to me. That will always be my number one pet peeve. Why it is a pet peeve is because it is very annoying to me. Why do you need to lie to me? That is the main reason to ever get me upset or mad at you.

2.) When someone tells you they have something to tell you and then they back off and say never mind. Why do that? You just got me all excited for nothing. Like when someone gets your hopes up and then crushes them by doing something stupid.

3.) People who act different around each person they are with. They act different around certain people so they can be liked. Why change yourself for others. If they don't like you for you. Then fuck them. Find people who genuinely like you for you. Not ones you have to change yourself for.

4.) People who cry to get their way. Tears do have affect people. Though others know when you're just sitting their bullshitting them.

5.) Talking shit behind my back. Why talk shit behind someone back? If you have the courage to say it behind someone's back, then you should have the courage to say it to their face. Don't bad mouth people if you can't tell them straight to their face what problems you have with them.

Pet Peeves

Drowning

I stood there while the hot steamy water rapidly beat down on my bare figure. I could feel my heartbeat speeding up. My eye sockets started filling with salty tears. My body became heavy as I dropped to the hard surface of the tub. I am just about breathless. At this point, the water is almost drowning me. I felt like I was in the middle of a rain storm. The water is washing away my worries and being poured down the drain. The bathroom was foggy like the clouds in the sky.

I am still here staying strong, Sai

 

 

Drowning

Because I’m foreign 

Hey everyone. 

I am getting my hair trimmed today. Maybe adding a few layers to it too. I have thick hair. As y’all know, I’m Indian. So my hair is long and thick. People obsess over my hair. They ask what’s the secret to my hair. My first response may be too harsh so I go with the second one which is I just use head and shoulders. My first response would be because I am from India. It’s the foreign in me. 😂😂

Because I’m foreign