Worrkkkk!

Hey everyone!!! I have been on a break from my  blog, due to working again. I have been working 2 weeks now at my new job!! I love it so much!! I am happy with the job! My manager is so amazing and the work is light. My customers love me. They give positive feedback to my boss. I even got my first gold star sticker for my name tag!! I am the first to ever get one in my department! I am so excited and feel honored!!

I actually will  be able to make posts on here even when I am at work, if I want to. I am allowed to watch Netflix, text, video chat, even draw or color. It is an easy job. There are maybe 7 to 10 tasks that are important throughout the whole 8 hour shift. It isn’t that hard. I have a lot of down time, which is why my manager just says do what you like as long as you do the tasks that need to be done. He says I am doing great there!!

I do get kind of annoyed. Many customers the guys mostly try to hit on me. It irritates me how they can be very disrespectful. I just say I am married at this point. Saying I am engaged, makes them still try to flirt with me. Though if I say I am married, they die down on the flirting.

Other than that, It is amazing at work!! My manager said be thankful you are blessed with good looks, because if you weren’t, you could get the opposite of the nice comments. Like customers hating and saying crude things about your looks or weight, etc. So I guess that is a positive out look on it.

Xo, Sai

 

 

 

Worrkkkk!

My Top 5 Followers #Shoutout

Thank you to all the people who like my posts and read them daily.

I feel bad. I have OCD sometimes when I am stressed. I do read your blogs and daily entries. I sometimes have a hard time liking them. It has to be a pattern. Like and then unlike until it’s even. So if I ever like your posts, know I felt accomplished. I have bad OCD when liking things, even on instagram. I try my best to share the love back. Do know I try. If you do get a star, know I was really happy I could!! I enjoy all the people I follow. You all have great writings and great entries!! You all are very inspiring and awesome!! I love you all!!

Shoutout to my top 5 followers out of my 39 followers:

Bebe, Little Fears, MakeItUltra, BeautyBeyondBones, & Filipemoleiro.

Ya’ll show the most love!! I hope others will follow you all!! You have amazing blogs that are very inspiring!!

Have a great day!

Xo, Sai (:

My Top 5 Followers #Shoutout

Try a different type

Many people ask me how I found such a great guy. Well B and I’s relationship started all the way back in high school. We actually started as friends, then had a  brother and sister relationship, then we became best friends, then lovers. It is kind of cute.

Many of my friends get in bad relationships. These are the types of guys they somehow date: Fuck boys, controlling guys, abusive guys, guys that use you for one thing whether it be sex or just to say they have a girlfriend but don’t really want to pursue a deep and long lasting relationship with you, or guys who are possessive of their girl.

The thing is everyone one of these girls have gone for the “hottest”, good looking, best body, cute type of guy. I have said since day one. Looks don’t mean shit. You’ve got to understand that. I would rather have a guy who isn’t the hottest, yet treats me like a queen. People sometimes ask how I got with Brannen or they say Brannen is one lucky guy to have me by his side. (As in I’m the gorgeous one and I could of done better with a guy’s looks.) Excuse me while I count my blessings. Brannen is a very handsome man. He is a Marine on top of that. That is effing sexy and really awesome! He has great morals and respects me. He isn’t possessive over me and never has been controlling. He doesn’t treat me like an object either. He is loyal and wants to marry me one day. I would rather have him, than any guy I ever laid eyes on before I got with Brannen. If I look back on all the guys I had crushes on or dated. None compare to Brannen. They are an “F” and Brannen is an “A+++++”.  Oh and one more thing. His mother raised him right! I am grateful for that!

These girls only want good looking guys. Not every good looking guy is respectful. Some of them are very rude and only want sex. I think sometimes you should try a different type. To be honest. I dated a lot of fuck boy kind of guys. They treated me like crap!

I am so blessed I met  Brannen. Actually, B was a skinny guy when I first met him. He looked like a complete nerd on top of that. Now he is muscular and cute as eff! I wouldn’t trade him for the world. His characteristics are what many girls want in a guy. I am blessed and I thank God every day for this man. Brannen is the best thing that has ever happened. He is the love of my life. I wouldn’t want it any other way!

Peace. Love. Sai (:

Try a different type

Clear Things Up

I don’t want anyone to be confused. I am not officially married to Brannen. We’ve been together for 3 years now.  I may sometimes put “my fiance” or “my hubby”, when referring to him. A lot of people know we are engaged. They already see us as married. He calls me baby and I call him bae. Also, B calls me his wife and I call him my hubby when we tell our friends or other people about us. Like if we ever broke up, many people wouldn’t believe us, because we are “couple goals” to many people. They would be absolutely astonished.

I was the reason we didn’t get married last year. I called off the wedding plans. (B was very respectful towards my decision. He completely understood what I wanted. I am happy he is patient with me. I love him and how respectful he is.) I felt just because he is a Marine. We didn’t need to get married. A lot of men who are in the military get married while serving, because they can get benefits and whatnot. I wasn’t ready for such a commitment. Yea people say marriage is just a piece of paper. Though, to me, it is way more than that little piece of paper. You are becoming one with a man. You are promising God the biggest of vows.

” I, ____, take you, ____, to be my wife (or husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part, according to God’s holy law, and this is my solemn vow.”

That in itself is a very deep and important promise to your husband and to God. I love Brannen so much. Many people can see the love that B and I have for each other. Though, they aren’t the ones marrying Brannen. I am. So it is when we are fully ready for that lifetime commitment. We do live together. We do love each other unconditionally and we care for each other very deeply. We are best friends and soul mates. Our bond is as hard as a diamond and as tight as a fist.

One thing I do get annoyed about is when people continuously ask B and I when we are having a baby. He is 23 and I am 22. I am not about to have a baby. I know it seems to be more of a trend rather than a surprising thing now a days for young adults to make babies. Many young adults are married and having babies right now. Though, B and I do not want babies right now. We dream of it for the future after marriage. Though, right now, it’s just not what we long for. What we long for is to grow as a couple. We want to be financially stable and to be able to have a beautifully wedding one day! I may go back to college soon too. I am not sure yet. Though, we do want to have all our ‘ducks in a row’ before getting married, tying the knot, and making babies. Let’s do the important things first. Marriage can wait. Our love and bond is strong.

Though, I can’t wait for him to re-propose to me. I am really excited for that day to come!

Xo, Sai (:

 

Clear Things Up

Good News

I am back to tell you good news! I got a new job! I am not sure if I should tell the whole world where I work. Though, I will say I have it good!! I literally get paid to watch Netflix. I don’t do much. I get to sit all day, and serve my customers. It is pretty awesome. I just give them candy or cigarettes or put money on the pump of gas they are using, and they’ll be on their merry way. I even get insurance through my work! It is amazing!!! If I don’t like the position I work now, I can be changed to work in the store itself. I work in a little box. I start tomorrow. I am pretty excited. Everyone knows me up at the store. B works there and so do a lot of my friends. So I have many people who have their best interest in me. I am blessed and grateful!! I got hired on the spot. I was so nervous for the interview. Brannen didn’t tell me they were going to just hire me. I had no clue. He is great at surprises!! It definitely made it more exciting!!

Anyway, other exciting news; B got a raise!! I am really happy for him! Also, I am supposed to be helping his step dad make a WordPress website!! He wants my help! I am excited to help!! I feel honored! A few people have wanted me to help them make a WordPress website. Some of them are just trying to be like me, and others are actually trying to make a name for themselves! So I feel honored that I can help them all out!

Also, now that I have a new job, I am hoping to upgrade my plan for my website. I want to get one of the month to month plans!! I think it has more to offer and will make my website more attractive!!! Another thing, is that I am finally going to be switching over to the iPhone 7. I have always been an Android user. Though, everyone in my circle and family have the iPhone!!! So I think it”ll be nice for me!! Then I ‘ll have my Facetime clearer, because I have an old iPhone 4s that I don’t use as often as my active phone which is an HTC Desire. I am just getting tired of my Android phone. I think I will make the switch! #iPhoneUser

Anyway, I was really excited to tell you all the great news of April!

Peace. Love. Sai (:

 

Good News