It’s really up to Lil Shadow

Sooo, on Sunday night, we will be babysitting my friend's cat. The cat is black and tiny. He's only 1 1/2 years old. His name is Bear. Y'all know we already have a cat named Shadow who is 3 years old come November. My friend is actually trying to get rid of Bear. They can't keep him. So she said, if Bear does good with Shadow; then we can keep him. I'm so excited. We're getting a two week trial because she'll be out of town. I think that this will be a great experience. Shadow has never met another cat. So I'm truly excited to see how he'll do. Plus I think he'll be happy to have a playmate when B and I are at work. I'll be off Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday of next week. So I'll have time to get them familiar with each other!! I hope Shadow gets along with Bear. It's really up to Lil Shadow.

Xo, Sai

It’s really up to Lil Shadow

It all started when …

Reflecting back on my life. There's a lot of good memories. One memory that makes me smile every time I think about it, is when I met the love of my life 7 years ago.

It all started when …

I actually got to get some rest, because I've got a 40.25 hour work week ahead. I'm already tired. So, I will pick up where I left off sooner than later!

Xo, Sai

It all started when …

Pet Peeves

I have many pet peeves. I am about to share a few with you all.

1.) Don't lie to me. That will always be my number one pet peeve. Why it is a pet peeve is because it is very annoying to me. Why do you need to lie to me? That is the main reason to ever get me upset or mad at you.

2.) When someone tells you they have something to tell you and then they back off and say never mind. Why do that? You just got me all excited for nothing. Like when someone gets your hopes up and then crushes them by doing something stupid.

3.) People who act different around each person they are with. They act different around certain people so they can be liked. Why change yourself for others. If they don't like you for you. Then fuck them. Find people who genuinely like you for you. Not ones you have to change yourself for.

4.) People who cry to get their way. Tears do have affect people. Though others know when you're just sitting their bullshitting them.

5.) Talking shit behind my back. Why talk shit behind someone back? If you have the courage to say it behind someone's back, then you should have the courage to say it to their face. Don't bad mouth people if you can't tell them straight to their face what problems you have with them.

Pet Peeves

Because I’m foreign 

Hey everyone. 

I am getting my hair trimmed today. Maybe adding a few layers to it too. I have thick hair. As y’all know, I’m Indian. So my hair is long and thick. People obsess over my hair. They ask what’s the secret to my hair. My first response may be too harsh so I go with the second one which is I just use head and shoulders. My first response would be because I am from India. It’s the foreign in me. 😂😂

Because I’m foreign 

Not sure why

Not sure why people judge when they don’t even check themselves first.

Not sure why people blame others for their unsuccessful lives. 

Not sure why people think violence is the way to make the world peaceful. 

Not sure why people can’t understand mental illness. 

Not sure why people make memes out of everything. 

Not sure why people can’t accept the truth. 

Not sure why sex is more important to teenagers than good grades and pleasing their parents. 

Not sure why equality isn’t an option because everyone still sees skin color as a major difference. 

Not sure why we can’t all just be mature. 

Not sure why I can’t fathom all of this. 

Not sure why I am unsure. 
Pondering at 3:19 am.

Sai 

Not sure why

Choked

B just saved me!! I was choking on popcorn!! It went down the wrong tube! Thankfully B came into the bedroom and helped me stop choking. I was so scared. I grabbed his shirt because I could barely breathe. He always makes me feel safer especially if I hold his hand or when scrunch his shirt with my hand. I don’t think I’ve ever choked that bad before. If I have, it’s been too long to remember such a feeling. 

Xo, Sai 

Choked

Maintenance

Two months ago our apartments were all getting new balconies. The construction workers who did ours, accidentally drilled holes into our dry wall. Yesterday, the new contractors finally came to fix it. Today they came back to paint over the wall. Before they left, they broke the blinds. They closed them. When they left, I went to open them, and they won’t open. The guy broke the stick, I believe. We just got new blinds a few months ago, and they have been working just great. Lol.

Now we are getting new blinds again. At least we don’t pay for any maintenance work. It goes through the apartments pay. It is just annoying when things break. At least the things broken are fixable. I am thankful for that.

Xo,

Sai (:

Maintenance