What You think and What You know

What you think: 

You all see her as a beautiful girl with a stunning smile. Her hair so silky and long. They see such intelligence and braveness in her. They see strength and wisdom. They see such a positive, uplifting energy beaming from her soul.

What you don’t know:

There is pain flowing through her veins, tears filling up in her eye sockets, exhausting depression where her body feels so weak, and longing for something she has no idea is even in arms reach.

She hides her pain with her stunning, contagious smile. Her beauty glows. No one ever knows when she’s sad or in pain. She holds her head high and seems to hide her pain well.

 What you think and what you know are two different things. Remember that. 

Xo, Sai ❤

What You think and What You know

Choked

B just saved me!! I was choking on popcorn!! It went down the wrong tube! Thankfully B came into the bedroom and helped me stop choking. I was so scared. I grabbed his shirt because I could barely breathe. He always makes me feel safer especially if I hold his hand or when scrunch his shirt with my hand. I don’t think I’ve ever choked that bad before. If I have, it’s been too long to remember such a feeling. 

Xo, Sai 

Choked

The month of May?

Hopefully in the month of May. I will be upgrading & updating my website. I want to get on a new plan. One of the paid plans, so I can get more space on here, upload videos, and much more! I want my website to look extra presentable for my followers & viewers! 

Sistah Sai is always wanting to make her fans smile!! Hopefully when I get my upgrades for my website, it’ll be even more appealing to the eye!!

Xo, Sai

The month of May?

It’s my mama’s bday!!

Mama!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!! I am so blessed to know you! You have changed my life for the better!! I really appreciate your presence in B & my life! I am more than thankful for everything you’ve done for us! I’m glad I can call you my mama. I’m so proud of that! It makes me feel loved & cared for! I almost lost faith in the word family until you entered my life. God restored what I had lost and gave me something even better which was you. You are the definition of what a real and true mother is. You sacrifice anything to make sure your family is cared for and they know that they are loved. I admire how strong you are and how genuinely kind you are to your family and everyone around you. Thank you for inspiring me and letting me be one of your own and accepting me into your family. You have a beautiful heart & soul!!! I love youuu! YOU ARE THE BEST!!! Have an amazing day! 😁🙌👑💖

Love Always, Sai 

(This post is for a woman in my life that I call my mama. She has been present in my life for about 3 years now. I admire her & I am so grateful to have such a beautiful woman in my life who I can call my mama or mommy.) 

It’s my mama’s bday!!

Good News

I am back to tell you good news! I got a new job! I am not sure if I should tell the whole world where I work. Though, I will say I have it good!! I literally get paid to watch Netflix. I don’t do much. I get to sit all day, and serve my customers. It is pretty awesome. I just give them candy or cigarettes or put money on the pump of gas they are using, and they’ll be on their merry way. I even get insurance through my work! It is amazing!!! If I don’t like the position I work now, I can be changed to work in the store itself. I work in a little box. I start tomorrow. I am pretty excited. Everyone knows me up at the store. B works there and so do a lot of my friends. So I have many people who have their best interest in me. I am blessed and grateful!! I got hired on the spot. I was so nervous for the interview. Brannen didn’t tell me they were going to just hire me. I had no clue. He is great at surprises!! It definitely made it more exciting!!

Anyway, other exciting news; B got a raise!! I am really happy for him! Also, I am supposed to be helping his step dad make a WordPress website!! He wants my help! I am excited to help!! I feel honored! A few people have wanted me to help them make a WordPress website. Some of them are just trying to be like me, and others are actually trying to make a name for themselves! So I feel honored that I can help them all out!

Also, now that I have a new job, I am hoping to upgrade my plan for my website. I want to get one of the month to month plans!! I think it has more to offer and will make my website more attractive!!! Another thing, is that I am finally going to be switching over to the iPhone 7. I have always been an Android user. Though, everyone in my circle and family have the iPhone!!! So I think it”ll be nice for me!! Then I ‘ll have my Facetime clearer, because I have an old iPhone 4s that I don’t use as often as my active phone which is an HTC Desire. I am just getting tired of my Android phone. I think I will make the switch! #iPhoneUser

Anyway, I was really excited to tell you all the great news of April!

Peace. Love. Sai (:

 

Good News